Vision is One Way to Use the Light

The light went out in my head.
It was as dark as sin.
Neighbors came to see what they
could do and what
they could take away from my nest.
Morning came and then
the rest of day.  The light in my
head stayed off.
A priest came with all his baggage.
A doctor came and took my pulse.
Now I have no light
and no pulse.  My family stood be-
hind me so as not to get hit
by flying shrapnel.  Slowly I am
acclimating to the dark.
Soon I will write this on a rock
with a phosphorous pen.
Soon I will emerge from the
cocoon, daylight making my eyes bleed.


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Corey Mesler has published in numerous journals and anthologies. His novel, "Talk: A Novel in Dialogue", was released in 2002.  His second novel, "We Are Billion-Year-Old Carbon", came out in January 2006. He has also published numerous chapbooks and one full-length poetry collection, "Some Identity Problems". He has been nominated for a Pushcart numerous times, and one of his poems was chosen for "Garrison Keillor’s Writer’s Almanac". With his wife, he runs Burke’s Book Store in Memphis TN. He can be found at www.coreymesler.com.
You Start a Story

You start a story.
Somehow it ends up being about
Adam and Eve.
I only wanted to write about my
family, their woes, their
peccadilloes, you say to no one at all.
Where did this garden come
from?  Where these naked pilgrims?
I have no time for the
peregrinations of first timers.  And this,
what’s this in the corner,
curled like a question mark, splitting
the air with a tongue
like a diacritical mark?
You want to forget the story and
start something else.
But it gets a hold of you.  It gets in
your blood.  You start
to consider it.  It’s really not a bad tale,
you say to no one at all.
It’s about redemption, see, and about
families, after all, families that
lie and slay and cavort with the living underworld.
In a way, you say, this is my family, also.
I Wear the Mask I Forged in Life

That’s me with the soda pop eyewear,
the one behind the counter
counting on something to save him from
himself.  That’s me with the gun
under the fake cast, the cast of thousands,
the play called My Life.  And that’s
me at the end of the line with my hand out,
hoping for some small
thing, valuable as all of time, shining like
my best nightmare.  Call me thief
but call me when the time is rife.  That’s me
with the smirk for a mask.  Me
with the rubber children.  Me with the picture
of you on my new t-shirt.  There’s
something about me you like but you can’t
put your ring finger on it.  I
take you along with your possessions,
possessing you as easily as a second story man.
That’s the second story, man, the one
I do not tell until the end, when words are
finally used up, the whopper, the one that kills.